\I[I Hate You!|By Note/NewAge|Section: Contradictions and Reactions]
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Oboy, it is really nice to be a member of the scene with all cool productions and wonderful friends. No, it's not! Even in the scene that you love you get disillusioned. The productions become worse and fewer, the people you used to like and admire so much isn't any interesting at all any longer and all motivation seems to have left you. What is happening to you? I say that you for the first time in your life have got to see what the scene really is about.
I hate sceners for looking down on less known sceners! I hate sceners that have to boost about themselves having a rich social life outside the scene with many kewl friends and a girlfriend to make other sceners admire them! I hate less known sceners that boosts about non-scene qualities like girlfriends and that they are good at skateboarding all the time to get even the known sceners to pay them attention! I hate some of my former group-members for placing their Amiga below their bed and placing a PC at their table instead! I hate sceners that accuse other sceners for behavior that they have got themselves! I hate sceners that can't see the charm in small parties and meetings and complains all the time at such events! I hate demos with the same phong-shaded objects again and again! I hate you all!!!
But there is something wrong...
I hate myself for looking down at less known sceners! I hate myself that have to boost about myself having a rich social life outside the scene with many kewl friends (no girlfriend unfortunately) to make other sceners admire me a bit! I hate myself for bringing my violin to parties just to get attention! I hate myself because I know that there maybe will be a day when I will buy a PC. I hate myself for accusing other sceners for behavior that I have got myself (this whole article shows that)! I hate myself for starting to like big parties more than small! I hate New Age for just making demos with phong-shaded objects again and again! I hate myself!!!
Oh, so revealing... All my aggressions and regressions left my body...
To make you admire/hate me a bit more I published this article to tell you that I love you all! Last but definitely not least I really love myself!
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